too many things

argh.. there are really too many things on my mind rite now, dat makes me cant sleep. really dunno why.. once i lie down on my bed, thoughts jus come to me.. makes me hard to sleep, get up try to do some work, lagi cannot, coz too tired.. haiz.. dunno why dis happens to me most of the time..

Things im worried..
1) that 'thing'
2) my studies
3) my assignment
4) TC camp, alot of things not confirm
5) dat thing again..
6) wat am i suppose to do

haiz.. im jus so not me rite now.. jus dunno how to change the situation.. i rmb something.. Cast all ur cares upon Him.. hmm.. that will help.. yea.. trust God..

Went to visit Caleb jus now.. well, when i was there, the doctor is giving him an injection.. well, he cried, like poor little baby.. but rite after dat, he seems to be normal.. his mum told me and my dad dat, although he was crying, he still wanna see how the doctor poke him.. i was like, he is insane, haha.. but dis boy really teach me a great lesson.. on how to be brave to face the problem no matter how "painful" the poking is.. really.. I learned alot of things and really, Caleb really thought me on how to trust God like child like faith.. if we can have faith in God like a child, God will really bless us.. coz child like faith is really believing whole heartedly.. yea.. dats the thing most ppl forget.. And he is so CUTE!!.. when he called me "koko".. haha.. so cute, den when he say bye bye.. really wanna pinch his face.. haha.. really cute.. anw.. those of u who are reading dis post, pls cont to pray for him.. he is getting better d.. but, still need our prayer..Thank u..

2day's class was bad.. my taxation tutorial is going bad.. i seriously dun understand a single thing that joker was teaching.. haiz.. duno how am i going to pass dis module.. really need God's help.. really need!!!..

was chatting wif san.. haha.. everytime ask me question dat is so direct.. haha.. but nvm la..

anw, now trying to find stuff for my presentation 2molo.. hehe

Signning off
jOkEr

God, i cast all my cares and worries upon U.. pls help me to go through them.. having a major stress rite now..

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wat a day after church yesterday.. well.. after service, went to buy breakfast for my mum den sent her back coz my dad is in termerloh.. den rush to EFC coz i thot i was late.. mana tahu yang is later den me.. so have to wait till he comes to open up d gate.. ya.. uncle steven from penang gave a talk on outreach.. yup he was good.. really enjoyed his sermon.. after tc.. yang and me sent him back to his hotel.. had a nice chat wif him during the journey.. really thot dat we are going to have captain ball.. den who noes most of the ppl cant make it.. haiz.. dunno why.. announced d but cant make it.. haiz.. nvm.. wat to do.. so wait until 3.30pm, not many ppl came, so we jus ciao back lo.. ntg else we can do..

not much things going on dis past week bcoz i dun have classes and ntg special happens.. so, really had ntg much to blogged about.. went yum cha wif my frens around 9 something like dat.. come back, had a hard time trying to study, so i jus forget about it and go to bed.. dunno how am i going to go class without my hw.. haha.. but nvm, i biasa d..

anw.. din have much 2day... maybe later got more.. ciao

Signning off
jOkEr

Thank God dat at least one of my hopes actually fulfilled..

Reaching for U..

was listening to dis song.. reaching for u.. when i heard dat song.. it sounds familiar.. if im not mistaken is the song that yang choose for his worship leading.. yupz.. dat the song.. coz got alot of changing of key.. haha..

actually, dis few days was quite lazy to update my blog.. not bcoz i got ntg to write.. but things i dunno how to write.. sometimes things jus happens like dat.. haha.. i dunno how to write la.. i hope... really hope things will change..

hmm... wonder how those spmers are duing now.. yea.. i've faith in them for them to score alot of A's... coz.. they are smart.. haha..

tired again.. 2day have been planning to go out for movie.. everything planned.. haiz.. but all my fren suddenly ffk me.. haiz.. so no choice but have to cancel the plan lo.. haiz.. wat a day.. make my day moody.. haha

anw.. nothing really much happens to me.. jus dat i've not finish my assignment dat im suppose to finish by this week.. haha.. die lo this time.. anw.. ciao

Signning off
jOkEr

i wish everything will be like in 2005.. the year that i love most..

Tiredness 2

jus came back after Campus City 2day.. as normal, tired.. use up all my energy.. haha.. 2day i was really blessed by elder's msg.. he tok about obedience and willingness.. the part that struck me was when he said "everyone is obedience, but not everyone is willing".. if we are not willing, God cannot do anything with us.. but if we are willing, he can do everything to us.. Sometimes we pray that we will do God's will.. but what is God's will for us.. His will is to take control of our lives.. and when we can let God take control of our lives, he will den lead us to other place.. that is the thing which really makes me thinks..

I dunno la.. den i jus thought of things dat happens in the past.. not dat its nice to think bout it.. but that are things i jus cant let go off.. is like the past jus stuck there, in my heart.. i really hope.. serious pray dat i can let go asap.. still praying hard.. haiz..

anw.. im going out to watch the bee movie 2molo wif my classmates.. and one ex-classmate.. muahaha.. yea.. finally watching movie.. dunno y.. love going to cinemas.. but.. i haven been there wif her.. maybe got no yuen.. haha..

anw.. tired.. so ciao..

Signing off
jOkEr

when is dat day going to come?? im waiting..

tiredness

Tired.. jus came back from practice.. in Campus City.. hard a quite fun time.. dis week im on vocals.. but my voice dunno why cant seems to push out.. maybe im sick.. thank God i dun have any cough or something like dat.. if not.... die lo.. haha.. well.. but dunno why i cant really hear myself wan lo.. maybe when i sing loud, the whole place can hear.. hehe..

Anw.. haven got any updates on caleb yet.. dunno how is he 2day.. din get any sms yet.. but im really happy wif our church ppl.. hehe.. coz yang and hocmun oso use blog to ask ppl to pray for him.. den uncle thin fook and henry send mass sms to other church members to update the condition on caleb.. this is how we shud use technology to do the work of God.. yea.. hehe.. dats the way ppl..

was trying to ask aidan for dream theater cd.. coz wanna let my kids listen to their songs.. see how syiok dey play.. haha.. maybe is a good chance /exposure for them.. but dunno can get or not..

anw.. i gtg now..

Signning off
jOkEr


was thinking.. wat can i do to make her happy..

Pls pray for Caleb

For those ppl who are reading the post.. pls pray for Caleb Gwee.. there are some complication in his condition now.. and really needs prayer rite now.. so when u read dis.. pls pray.. He is a sunday skul kid in my church.. but he is strong.. he thought me things too.. Yup.. so ppl.. pls pray for him.. thank u..

Sick.. real sick

argh.. sick.. must be bcoz i got soaked in the rain on sunday.. argh.. now began 2 have fever, flu, headache and sort of things.. haiz.. wat a day.. have to cancel my lunch appointment bcoz i cant really drive now oso.. haiz.. sad case la 2day.. my whole body is like hot, but den i felt cold.. hot and cold add together becomes big prob.. or luke(is dat how u spell, my spelling is bad) warm.. The bible say, cannot be luke warm.. haha.. i mean in other sense la.. not my case now.. dun understand?? well, tell me.. den i shall explain..

anw.. although i was sick, i still watched the TVB series, drive of life.. its so kan cheong in the sense.. i actually like this kind of show bcoz it shows how bad a person can be in the business world bcoz of money and power.. as alot of ppl, with that 2, u cant survive, and u will being looked down on ppl.. when ppl began to want dat 2 things, they do stuff dat is against the law.. really no point.. coz u still have to go to jail after the authorities found out about it.. well.. wats the use of having big lump sum of money but dun have any frens..

den. there are also some examples of long distance relationship.. there are 2 couples.. the 1st one, they are so close since young, when the gurl wanna go overseas to pursue her studies in the US, the guy actually dun allowed.. but den have to give in bcoz he really loves her.. when she is in US.. she tried her very best not to fall in love wif anyone there.. but, this kind of things very hard to say.. so she fall for another guy who care so much about her.. maybe dats what she wanted.. so she broke up wif another original guy.. which is quite sad la.. haha..

the 2nd couple.. who met only for few years.. the gurl is a reporter and the guy is a racer.. so the guy when over to US to learn how to be a better racer.. when he comes back.. both of them get back 2gether.. dis is short.. but a very nice happy ending.. of coz the 1st couple oso found their loves one.. the moral of the story is........ nothing.. coz i jus think is nice.. haha..

anw.. suppose to start on my assignment 2day, but i think cannot la.. haha..

Signning off
jOkEr

i dunno wats the plan that God have in me.. but like the 1st couple, he will show me the way..

Pictures

Dis are some pic dat are ok..




This is in Caleb's room in GH.. can see dat there are alot of ppl praying and caring for him..












this is his personal prayer card to God.. well.. i din rotate it.. coz i forgot.. haha












During my Taxation Lecture.. was too boring, so i take dis pic..












Well.. dats bout it..
hehe

A post about a fren

2day.. dis post of mine will be toking about a fren of mine.. well.. quite close fren of mine.. and her name is Jane Loke Yuk Jing. yes.. is u jane.. haha.. well, since my previous post are all emo-ness, i shall write something diff..

well, i met her in my skul form 3 trip to cameron, where after pmr those teacher organize these trips to bring us to look see look see.. well, dats when i noe her, but not dat close la.. coz i got my own groups of frens, she oso have her own groups.. i rmb sneaking out at night to go mamak.. dunno u went or nt.. cant rmb.. haha.. dats form 3..

Well, form 4, din tok much to her.. coz diff class mar.. smart student get to go pure science class, and d not so smart ppl have to go sub-science class (no offence to those in arts, is jus a comparison between pure and sub).. but still got say hi and bye..

in form 5, while i was having my Bible Knowledge class, i saw her popping into the teacher's hse.. i was like, eh, wut u doing here??.. haha.. i was wif the same bible knowledge class wif her.. haha.. funny.. but dunno why she everytime come late, den miss yeo always like marah her.. but she still get A1.. haih.. genius..

after spm, i went for rbs, came down, go lepak in form 6 for one month, den decide to do CPU in taylors.. one day while chatting wif her online, she ask me where im i going to study, i told her taylors.. den she say she is studying there, doing a-levels.. so yea, must ask her to bring me for lunch.. hehe.. den she say she will bring me to dis place called campus city.. i was like, "huh, is dat a cult?".. haha.. it turn out to be a place where i really grow alot.. haha..

She serves as a keyboardist, den move on to be a worship leader.. serving wif her is fun.. i rmb we had dis group dat always on the same team 2gether.. me on bass, Jane on Keyboard, Ariel on Electric, Sarah on another keyboard, Aaron on drums and Lawrence on Accoustic.. all of us most of the time always play 2gether.. haha.. syiok la.. haha.. den Calvin Tay will be worship leading wif Ern Suey and Pei Teng..

I actually learn alot from her, although she is same age as me.. but her thinking are much more mature den me.. i rmb when i start to have a relationship, she give me alot of advice, and all.. den when i faces alot of trouble wif that relationship, when i was in oversea, thank God i had a fren who will listen and pray for me.. well.. Yea Jane.. Thank u for being there.. hehe

anw.. wanna see some pic of her?? haha..















anw.. dis is jane.. hehe.. and dats me wif spike hair..

yup dats all about her..

Signning off
jOkEr

funny sunday

2day is funny.. is bcoz of the funny things dat happens during worship.. 1stly, today is hymns.. well, not to say hymns are not good, but, we dunno how to play most of the songs.. and most of the times, we are jus bluffing all the way.. haha.. den 2nd thing is yang broke his strings.. he broke the same strings twice.. well, dat is not dat funny.. coz something wrong wif his bridge.. dats makes it cuts the strings..

anw, teens club was ok 2day.. had a good time listening to songs wif my students.. well, at least most of the time dey are paying attention to wat im teaching.. last time they din really show dat.. haha.. good good.., i hope they learned a wonderful lessons 2day..

den got soaked in the rain.. haha.. so my whole body was wet, when i reached back home.. den now start to feel abit giddy.. haiz.. teruk la ni, 2nite got meeting somemore, hope can end earlier, den i can sleep sleep sleep.. hehe.. 2molo im ok break.. yes!!! but got lots of assignments to do.. haiz.. no time for more break.. haiz.. nvm, uni students are like dat.. no choice..

anw, getting tired d.. will update later, if i go online.. haha.. ciao ciao..

Signning off
jOkEr

yea!! no emo post 2day.. maybe i dun feel emo now.. but jus now yes.. haha..