Is quite hard for a musician to live a life without playing his or her instrument.. and is the same for me.. i somehow felt, i cant choose the songs for my coming worship leading this sunday..
If i were to worship lead, i will take my guitar, and start playing a few songs, and somehow, songs will come to me.. well, it is because of God who led me to those songs.. when my songs are ready, i will have different arrangement and to come out with the flow of the worship.. i will imagine myself worship leading with my guitar, thinking of the dynamics, the transitions of songs and all..
but now, everything seems so impossible.. i cant seems to think of wats the flow of my worship this sunday.. and all... haiz.. sad sad sad....
i jus hope i can choose the songs asap.. so to inform my musicians.. and seriously, i have not worship led for a very long time.. the last time is in May.. and dats all i think.. hahahaha..
