after a month

after a month working.. i realized dat working life somehow seems to be lifeless.. coz basically wat I do is, wake up, get ready for work, take lrt, reach office, sleep awhile/read newspaper, do work, lunch, continue with work, go back, reach home, take bath, nap abit, take dinner, sleep longer... dats my typical monday to friday kind of schedule.. no more yum cha at night, ramli burger, movies at weird hours, arcade?, and many more...

although it has been a month, i still cant really get use to working in the corporate world.. im still living in the student life/slacking kind of life.. i miss those times where i can wake up at 11 or 12, lepak during break time, go for movies/dinner after class, disturbing ppl in class.. making fun of ppl, talking while lecturer is toking crap.. is something dat i really enjoy most those times.. but, its seems so far away.. haiz.. not being emo, jus feeling nostalgic..

anw.. learned alot from the sunday skul vbs, though i only help out during the last day (due to work).. really thank God for the opportunity for me to be there...

here are some pics.. not dat nice...

Its theme: the colours of life...

Reynard teaching the kids about God...

*hey do ur work if not my eyes will kill u!!!*

peace yo...

*im falling asleep... zzzzzzzzzzzzz*

K.. dats all for now.. lazy to wait for the uploading..

thx to jethro....

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

thank God for everything...

after such a stressful post previously, I really wanna thank God for his guidance.. even sometimes work seems hard.. but God is still there for me...

Thank you God...

stresss...

i have been stucking at the same set of accounts for a week now.. or going to be a week.. is not a big company, but dam, im taking so long to finish up.. after checking and auditing.. i have to draft out the FS.. man.. it is so hard.. i jus cant make it balance.. seriously, i dunno where i've gone wrong.. and is jus so... brain damaging...

1st week of work...

instead on doing onli photostating in work, i began to do some auditing job.. and i can say, is fun, but is dam freaking tiring.. have to go thru accts for the companys, check it, understand it, and to make sure its true and fair.. we cant use the word correct or accurate bcoz we cant make sure its 100% correct.. haha..

tiring.. stressed, confusing, especially the audit process and tax computation.. but, dis is useful for me.. well.. i really thank God for giving me this opportunity.. seriously.. i mean, i manage to do an audit on a company in the 1st week of work itself.. though is tough, but i have very helpful senior to guide me.. really thank God for that..

im worship leading 2molo, taking over rey's place.. i dunno how well it can go, bcoz i jus prepare it last minuit coz he jus told me on thursday.. hmm.. but nvm.. i'll leave it into God's hand..

well.. 2nd of week is coming soon.. gonna treasure this time of resting.. hahaha..

walk to the shop

jus now, i need to get some stuff from the shop near my hse, my old and faithful G2 refil.. thot of driving there (yes, im lazy), but after some nagging from my parents, i've decided to walk...

sometimes, having a quiet walk by ur own is refreshing.. i got to reflect back on stuff dat i did, dat i think when im in my room.. locking myself in my room will somehow makes me think too much, make myself stress out for ntg... and doesen have time to reflect.. im jus so occupied or thinking into one extreme and make myself tense (dun care bout my england, its powerful)..

while walking, i began to feel relax, askin

g God to lead me, to guide me.. i have been stress over stuff, which God has already given the answers previously.. i was too caught up with it and somehow, i jus forget bout the answers.. i was too caught up thinking bout my 1st day at work 2molo, am i ready, am i seriously ready for the working outside? for the past 23 years, i have not really work full time in a sense.. i onli have been "studying", having fun, stay up late at night for yum cha or watch HK series.. 2molo will be a different thing.. im jus worried and stress.. maybe some of u does not understand wat im going through right now.. coz i have my thoughts all moving all around..

but while walking, i felt God's peace in me.. i rmb his answers, i rmb His promises.. It says, "I can do all things in Christ who strengthen me".. the emphasis is in ALL THINGS in CHRIST.. and yes, i will claim dat promise.. and i also felt God's presense walking with me.. comforting my stress out soul..

we always say "leave everything to God".. but is easy said den done.. can we really leave all our problems to God, and surrender all to Him? somehow i find it difficult.. coz, those problems keep coming back to me, and i will keep questioning Him.. but during the walk, i really for once, surrender all to Him.. knowing dat God has already promise me a hope and a future..

im a person who always wants an answer/know the future kind of thing.. but as while i walk, i realize dat if i know the future, who am i going to be, or which girl am i going to get, how many kids, or am i going to play in a super mega big Rally, which held in Bukit Jalil or Dataran Merdeka.. im so going to lose out alot in my life... sometimes, not knowing the future gives us push to do things, to work hard, to really find out.. if we know the future, we will lose all these erm, i would say, colour of life.. we will not no wat is ups and wat is downs.. and how can we pull ourselves up from the down..

2molo will be a new beginning for me, a new chapter in my life (working life of coz)... i do not noe bout 2molo, but i know who holds my hand..