off to butterworth

after exams.. means back to work... off to butterworth 2molo... or i mean later...

Professional Accountant P1

yup.. dats the paper im gonna take 2molo.. at 3pm.. seriously, if u ask me am i ready, i can say... NOpe.. i dun think im ready..

kinda worried and stress now.. din noe wat to do to actually calm myself down.. prayer is my one and only hope.. Pray that God will grant me peace...

anw.. witness God's answers prayers in 2 occasions, where 1stly, a fren of mine lost her purse.. so, prayed dat God will help her get back her purse.. Thank God, its found.. 2ndly, im to drive to butterworth on tuesday.. well.. supposedly im to drive my SLK(Small Little Kancil) up.. but, I prayed dat if God's will for me to go, He will provide me with a better car instead of kancil.. If not, pray that God will protect us (me and seniors).. Indeed, God answers prayer, and my dad change his car's tyre, so, im gonna drive his car up instead...

well.. kinda tired now, after grandpa's bday dinner.. but still got to study.. and i really dunno whether i can tahan or not.. mentally, im losing out d...

but.. hope i can pass..

almost a month... i think

im currently on my study leave, for my paper next monday on Professional Accountant.. well.. haven really start studying.. well, this is due to stuff dat is going around my mind since monday.. i could not concentrate on to things im studying.. and, kept thinking on stuff, which does not add value at all.. well.. kinda pissed with myself.. haha..

christmas party is near, exams is near... christmas service is near, and watchnight is near.. i have no idea on anything atm.. i've been trying to let go of stuff which i shudden be bothering about.. and really focus on stuff dat i shud.. but, it seems to me dat it is not working at all..

not being emo.. but, not really happy with myself at all.. oversensitive maybe, or overreacting.. but watever it is, it is not good...

well.. the motivation to study is not there anymore.. hope there is another motivation coming up... hahaha...

on a lighter note, im off to butterworth next week for work...