wonder...

jus wonder.. if u noe wats the ending of a drama series, are u still gonna watch it from the beginning, a looooooooonnnnnnnnnggggggggggg episodes of middle part, and finally the end..

some will, some wont, some dun even bother.. well.. true enuf..

but wat if, b4 u made the decision, u already noes wats going to happen, which is bad/shit/screwed up stuff, are u still going to take it knowing dat it is the best thing u could do? well, after reading thru my question again, there are alot of flaws in it.. hahaa.. but oh well, is jus a thought of wat ppl would do..

while preparing for my bible study class 2molo, which im teaching, i realize dat Jesus, knows dat He is going to suffer alot, as in humiliation, pain, rejection, all bad stuff, u named it, he gone thru it. But, because of fulfilling the Father's will, he still chooses to go thru it. Well, if He wants to turn away, and forget bout His "duty" on earth, He could, as He is fully human as well. Not to forget He is fully God, which means, He is God. But yet, He still wants to save us from sin, bring us back to the Father.. This concept cant be understood by everyone.. i fully understand dat.. I mean, who will be so dumb to save human from going to hell. Humans are useless being, though we can think and all, but we still sin (talking bout myself). Knowing dat doing a certain thing is wrong, we still do it.. sometimes we rationalize dat, "im only human, and is perfectly normal for human to fall." I agree that we are easily led creatures, and we can fall easily.. but, without putting a

stand against it, jus accepting the defeat, man, dats sucks (talking bout myself).

Well, seriously, i wonder how usefull am i.. maybe im, but, maybe im not.. i dunno.. not emo, if u think im, but.. jus a thought.. not siao either..

looks nice to me.... hahaha...