Sunday, July 27, 2008

tired yet peaceful..

practically, im tired.. yesterday i woke up at 7 something, go breakfast, rush off to church, come back and fetch my mum to hospital, go back home, do assignment, go out and fetch my mum back, do assignment again, lunch, play game, go out for shopping and dinner, watch Astro Talent Quest.. and do bsf/prepare bs lesson.. and sleep...

wake up 6 something, go fetch jet, go church.. now, jus reach back....

well.. the point is.. im tired.. physically and mentally. but 2day meeting was good.. din kena much shooting.. finally noe why the budget is that much.. and really, God works in different ways..

i will like to say congrates to the astro talent quest winner.. though she wont noe me and read dis.. but yea.. really like her voice.. she is jus erm... 18... but, her voice is like super geng.. her performance yesterday was really awesome.. dunno why.. i kind of like girls who can sing very powderful songs.. i mean their voice is not like those high pitch singer.. is more middle low kind of voice.. which is perfect.. hahaa.. kinda been attracted by her voice now, where one of the judges say, sleep oso can dream bout her voice.. haha.. but yea.. really good voice to hear... hope she will be better next time...

combined class 2day.. somehow, i jus dunno how to lead combined class.. i somehow dun have the confidence in teaching in large group.. although i jus try to act im ok.. but, i dun think im... haiz.. same like my life.. i dunno why i felt really down dis few days.. i really have no mood, no motivation to do anything actually.. sometimes, by forcing myself to move, it makes me get worst.. and ya.. it really do suck...

but, i hope as the days are coming, i will be able to move on.. and God, will U pls guide me and teach me where to go... i need Ur help Lord...

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