am i ready..

my mind was in deep thoughts this few days.. as i step into my final week of studies next week, i know dat my finals is near.. and dis is no ordinary finals.. is the last finals im going to have for my degree course.. the thing dat came to my mind is dat, am i ready to face the working world.. after spending my last 23 years of studying.. did work, but it was some temp odd job.. i realized dat, maybe im not ready to work yet.. my thinking have not mature, din noe how to face the real challenges in life.. if im in the accounting line, temptation will surely be there.. how am i suppose to tell my boss's boss dat my boss is cheating and not following the regulation stated.. am i ready for it?? am i ready for the real world dat is waiting for me outside.. from 8 to 5 sleeping in class, i am moving to 9 to dunno wat time, working like shit.. am i ready for dat??

i handed in my cover letter and resume to 3 accounting firm.. to tell the truth, i have no confidence dat i will ever get the job.. my results suck, my cover letter is like shit.. i have no experience in accounting or auditing.. and now ppl are toking on cutting cost and reducing worker, how are they going to hire me, a sucky student with no experience.. I jus have this feeling dat, im jus not ready for all this..

and to tell the truth.. im not ready for my exams too.. when everyone is starting to study.. im still lazing around.. hahaha.. wat a joke.. 

well.. not an emo post.. is jus things dat is going through my mind.. but one thing really encourages me most from bsf.. things dat disappoint us does not disappoint God... God is always there.. things maybe different from what we planned.. BUT GOD... who is the ALMIGHTY GOD.. the I AM WHO I AM.. says dat.. "I will be with you".. dat is my greatest encouragement dat i have from bsf till now..