tired... lazy... restless...

felt down the whole day.. well.. most of the day actually.. din noe why am i doing the stuff im doing.. din noe the reason behind everything dat happens in my life... sometimes good.. sometimes bad.. sometimes weird.. sometimes no clue at all...

Easter and Good Friday is coming.. well.. we are entering the passion week.. and seriously, the atmosphere is not there yet.. somehow, like last year christmas, i dun feel the excitement anymore.. well.. i see that excitement in most ppl in church.. maybe is jus me.....

i have decided not to be in the worship team for Easter Sunday.. felt weird though.. but i noe, i need to say no sometimes...