a sunday

i think i really need some creativity in my title.. 2day was tiring day.. but, dunno why my whole body was flat out, but my brains keep on working.. i cant seems to sleep, though my eyes are heavy right now.. well.. now is onli 7 something.. well.. dunno why..

2day we had bible quiz!!! haha.. and team ISAAC is the winner.. but they deserved it la.. haha.. coz they actually read Genesis.. and came to my suprise, eugene did great.. haha.. well, not much comments on dat..

I think why i cant really sleep is bcoz the things dat happens in Precious Home.. well, nothing actually happen, but some feelings dat really... dunno wat word to use, but is real bad.. haha.. well.. 2day in church, i see her like not very happy, maybe in front of me not happy, or bcoz of the quiz.. so well.. tried to ignore it but CANT!!.. so i jus sms her and ask her how is she.. well, she din reply.. so i guess she was bz in doing somethings so i dun really care.. den in precious home, i kept looking at her expression.. wonder how is she.. so whole time din really concentrate on wat im doing.. so din smile much during dat trip.. den played captain ball, she is my opponent.. i dunno why, when she shoot, i jus cant block her shot(i was d defender).. maybe i was too old to jump high.. or maybe, i was not really into dat game. ya.. so really did a bad job.. after all that, no selera to makan.. so drink 2 cans of coke(dats crazy).. so filled my stomach wif gas.. hmm..

when i think carefully, i think im jealous.. dats why i cant really sleep jus now.. i really dunno why, but everytime i felt something weird.. is like some guilt?? nope.. some really funny kind of feelings dat i felt everytime.. is like, wanting to tok, but scared of her being angry.. so try to make a fool out of myself most of the time, jus to see her smile.. i tell u.. she got the sweetest smile ever.. haha.. maybe i too kua cheong oledi.. well.. i really dunno when can i get over her.. its oledi past 1 year now since we broke up.. and mind u.. God will take hold on every promises u made.. May i pass dis period.. i really dun wan to get into another relationship bcoz of lonliness and thought of making her jealous(like wat happen to "ahem").. but, i really hope my next gf is her again.. but, thinking of all the factors now, the problems, is quite hard, almost impossible..

So, since like dis, is really hard for me to let go, after all emotions are in it.. maybe i was stupid.. but, it seems like every gurl i tok to reminds me of her.. argh!!.. dun wan to be too emo.. coz guys arent suppose to be emo rite??.. but, nah.. who cares..

Hope, there will be a change.. dunno la.. i hope she will msg me lo.. i think dis is my biggest dream ever rite now.. haha..

anw.. wanna see Bumble Bee's car?? it looks great..
















Chunt rite?? haha.. wait.. wanna see wat he becomes after he transformed?? dis is the character i like most, i think i prefer it den Optimus Prime.. haha




















Dosen he looks great.. haha.. im transformer freak rite now..