finally realised

finally.. i've learn how to let go.. based on alot of incident, dat makes me think, and rethink, and maybe is time.. is time to let go..

there is one thing i cant seems to forget.. her happy, feeling kind of joyful looks.. i can nv forget that.. but when i come to think of it, i realised dat i cant make her have dat kind of looks.. i cant seems to make her happy like how i did last time.. no matter how hard i tried, it jus failed.. but when she was reading her sms, dat look on her face, makes me wonder.. and there is this voice.. "hey, look at her smile, is dat wat u are trying to make to do?? but u cant, if other ppl can make her smile, why dun u jus let go of her and let her be happy all the time.. wat u r trying to do now is making her more sad, the more smses u sent, the more upset she will be.. she is more upset, u will be upset, wats the point if everyone is upset?? if u really love her, u must not let that smile be away from her.." den i realise, im doing stupid things all of dis 2 years.. i din make her smile, laugh, that joyful feeling.. but instead, im giving her more pressure.. her smile makes me go after her in the beginning, but, it makes me wanna stop now.. she had the sweetest smile ever.. for me la.. if i dun care bout her, can make her smile more, why not?? in the end, to love a person is to make her happy.. u dun care can make her happy, den dun care.. dats the only way left..

and ppl, i think i tok bout this understanding ur partner topic alot of time.. but i really think, this is one of the most important aspect in the relationship besides God.. a relationship is good or bad, is based on how "understandable" are u towards ur the other half.. if u cant understand her, no point.. and this is wat she told me last time, which i think is true.. "if u wanna noe whether the other person is ur true one, jus see whether u can tolerate his worst habit.. if u can, he/she is the one, if u cant, forget it and look for other ppl".. i guess she cant tolerate my worst habit..

this are some of the things which i had in mind about BGR.. is really good to have a very good experience, and a bad one.. it makes u grow, change ur perspective.. i hope it change her too..

Signning off
jOkEr

i really like ur smile, keep smilling.. coz u look the best.. i dun bluff u, i nv did it to u..