missed those days......

after watching many hillsongs video jus now.. see how they played wif so enthusiasm.. with passion.. it remind me when i was serving in Campus City... during the time when Ps Ryan they all are still around, we normally do lots of funny stuff.. me and aaron will look at each other when we heard something is wrong.. den Sarah will push her chords to me when she realize i play the wrong note.. haha.. den ariel will play like a rock star.. jane will be doing her sound sound thing.. haha.. that was the time when i began to realize that worship is fun.. worship is enjoyable.. not something sad..

that was the time when everything was so jus so in tune wif God's frequency.. i mean for me.. began to learn new stuff.. play songs in a diff way.. den bring it back to church...

from focusing on music itself, God through Calvin Tay and the worship team teached me that we are to focus on God, on prayer.. without prayer, God, ntg will happen... Revival wont happen if we are not ready, bcoz God cant use us....

a song that Calvin wrote is called Beautiful Worship... the words that touched my heart is "Beautiful Worship, starts from our hearts".. yes.. Beautiful worship, dosen start from the guitars, bass or musical instrument.. it start from our hearts.. if we desire to worship him, everything will go in place.. These principle convicts my heart, and changed me to focus more on God than on music.. yes, music part of it is important.. thats why we have a practice session to sort out the arrangement, dynamics and all those musical jargon that u can think of.. but on the real day, we must let God lead us.. no matter how bad is sound like, if we focus on God, he can make those bad sounded music into something pleasing to His ears.....

its been few months since UCM @ ss 15 closed down.. im taking these time to pray dat God will lead me to some campus ministry.. coz i have seen so many broken hearted ppl that need God's love in campus.. if can, i would like to start one itself..

as many things are happening nowadays, like the earthquake in China which destroy places, people's life.. it is sad news for many of us.. even my fren who is quite strong oso felt sad when he saw all those pics and read those story.. yes it is sad.. but it is a WAKE UP CALL for us CHRISTIAN!! jus think, if these happens in our country, we will see so many unsaved ppl dying... DO U PPL WANT THIS TO HAPPEN?? not for me......

when i was back in Sibu for my great grandma's funeral service and all.. all my uncles and aunties are non-christian.. same goes to my great grandma.. the bible says that those who do not believe in Jesus will go to hell.. no offense to non-christian, but this is the fact.. so dat means by great grandma will go to........ no need for me to say la.. which i do not want to see... i do not want to see any of my family members going "down there"... when i was sitting outside while they are singing "hymns", i began to pray.. asking God to look at my great grandma's life.. pray that God will be merciful to accept her into heaven.. but......... knowing that God is a holy God.. haiz...

i rmb when we did the book of revelation in cg, henry says that no matter how bad the time is, when the trumpet was sounded and all.. God still gave us a hope.. which is in Jesus Christ.. that is the hope.. the bible was toking bout this hope over and over again... that is the thing that comforts me most...

i noe this post have alot of thoughts dat overlap here and there.. but the main thing is urging ppl to focus on God.. to run the race wif ppl who have started running.. Christian who are lukewarm, pls rise up!!! to stand up for GOD!!! this is the time!!! The time has come to stand up for wat we believe in... since the government have given us so many open doors now... IT IS THE TIME FOR MALAYSIA TO BE REVIVE!!!

for those in SWCC, i noe is funny but its a challenge for us... especially those in the worship team.. "u are there for a reason.. not by chance.. i ask u to play, ask u to sing not by chance... so when u play, when u sing.. be focus, and know that God is there to help u.. do not be afraid to play wif ur hearts out.. we have the skills, we have the people... but do we have the heart of worship?? Do we ask God to guide us?? When the atmosphere is down, do we pray that God will change it or jus complaining bout it?"

no offense to anyone.. if any of u are angry at me bout these challenge, so sorry... but these are the things that we are suppose to think about..

i use "we" instead of "u" bcoz we are a team.. and those challenge above is also for me to check myself where am i..

is almost half a year i took over chen wee's place as worship coordinator.. i do not noe whether im capable or not.. or whether am i doing a good job.. my aim for the rest of the year is to build a team that is full of commitment.. when we sing and play, we meant it.. i do not want a team that is jus going for hype and excitement.. and when next year come, i will pass that team of committed musicians and singers back to chen wee..

SWCC worship team: u guys have done very well so far.. and im proud of u all... continue to build up ur faith, and ur walk wif God.. together, lets build a team that is so strong, that are so committed.. are u ppl up to it???