Tuesday, April 15, 2008

failure.....

before toking on dat....

List out Top 5 present you wish for:

1. A Fender 5 string bass
2. A Mini Cooper
3. A Desktop PC
4. A Mac Book
5. 1 million dollars to get those stuff above

The person who tag me is Maggie...
Your 5 impressions of Maggie:
1. quiet at times
2. sometime speaks word of wisdom i can say
3. She plays guitar like semi-pro
4. big fan of my "enemy"
5. can tok crap.. at last..

Most Memorable Things he/she has Give/Done for You
hahahaha.... good question... erm... ntg i guess...

The Most Memorable Words he/she said to You
hahahahah.. another good question... ntg...

If he/she becomes your lover,
hmm.. i dun wanna think of dat..

If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be
she insult AC Milan until very bad...


Pass the quiz to 5 people that you wish to know how they feel about you
1) Yang
2) Jon Woo
3) Hoc Leong
4) Jean Anne
5) Grace Lim (kena her again)

1. Who is no.3 having relationship with?
his computer

2. Who is no.5 having relationship with?
her handphone

3. If no.3 and no.2 are together, will it be a good thing?
they are not gay... ish.. cant think of that to happen..

4. What about no.4 and no.5?
haha.. dat will be the worst case scenario..

5. When is the last you chatted with no.5?
yesterday.....

6. Does no.4 work?
still studying la..

7. Do you have any cousin in his/her own school?
no...

8. Will you be with no.1?
nope.... im not gay...

9. How about no.5?
no...

10. How did you get to know about no.2 and no.4?
from church

11. Where does no.1 live at?
somewhere near my college

12. Is no.5 the sexiest person in the world?
hahahahaha... another very good question... nope...



k.. dat tag is from maggie... dunno why on earth did she tagged me... haha.. nvm, since i got some time... so jus do it lo..

yea.. back to my topic..... failure...

i jus got back my audit assignment marks.. well, i failed.. most likely have to redo my assignment again... i was kinda prepare of it already.. so, it did not really struck me.. anw, when i was driving to boon's hse jus now, i was thinking on why God allow failure to be there... when i was jus thinking bout it, God jus told me dat, if i din create failure, ppl will forgot who God is, and who is in control.. i was like, why do u say dat... jus a scenario..

when everything was going so smoothly for a person, he will somehow forget what God has done for him, as in giving him and helping him do his assignments.. when we do things without God in the picture, it will be a failure already.. is bcoz when we want to do something properly, God must be there with us.. one way to stop a person of being so proud of him or herself, is to let him undergo failure, den he will learn how to be humble..

when i know of this, i began to think when i was doing my audit assignment..... i did not pay much attention to it, i din pray when i was doing my assignment, i din commit to God my assignment, and basically i was doing it with my own strength. God was not in the picture... therefore, i cant blame God for failing me, but i can only blame myself for the pride in me and that i left God out completely of my assignments...

this principle does not only apply to studies, it actually applies to all areas of our lives, be it private life or ministry that we are serving in.. for relationship... when we do not have God in the center of the relationship, it will somehow breaks.. yes, at 1st ppl might commit their relationship to God and all.. but when everything go on smoothly, and they began to leave God out of the pic, then the problems start coming.. they dunno how to handle conflict, dunno how to handle arguments, and finally jus broke up like dat.. such a waste.. i have seen couples, jus breaking off like dat.. don't they know is hard to find someone who u love him or her and she or he loves u back...

well, these is the principle i learn from God 2day.. yea, i have to resit the assignment.. but i felt kinda relief.. maybe is the right move for God to fail me.. so i do not fall into pride...

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