haiz...

hmm... i dun usually do these things, but i kind of like this wan.. so i decide to do it....


rules:
1. name 5 people you can think of right off the top of your head.
2. don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 5 people.
3. randomly list the names. no cheating!

the 5 people:
1) Hoc Mun
2) Aik Chinn
3) Zheng Yang
4) Jean
5) Maggie



questions:
1. how did you meet 1?
erm... we are same class since sunday skul....

2. on a scale of 1 -10 how would you rate your friendship with 1?
9 la... (give face abit)

3. how long have you known 4?
Since she was a kid i think.. but nv tok to her until she is my student

4. how do you know number 3?
in college...

5. wheres 5?
i dunno... shud be at home gua... since she dun hang out late...

6. a fact about number 1?
He is tallllll!!!

7. who is 4 going out with?
With her Pentax, dunno wat model...

8. what does 1 do for a living?
He study..... i think la... hahaha

9. would you live with number 3?
nah... i dun think he will want either...

10. what do you like about number 2?
hmm... hard question.. can i say his brains...

11. do you miss number 5?
haha.. nope...

12. would you make out with number 4?
my parents and her parents will come after me.. so forget bout it..

13. what's your opinion of number 2?
he toks crap all the time... i mean most of the time..

14. what's your favorite memory with number 5?
not much memory wif her... hmm... maybe jamming those solos wif her and grace..

15. what would you do if number 1 and 2 were going out?
they dunno each other... and they are not gay...

16. ever had a long conversation with 5?
not quite long... but tok crap over msn bout MU and AC...

17. have you ever slept at 2's house?
nope... but he came over to my hse b4...

18. do you hang out with 3 a lot?
since he is my college buddy, so most of the time we go out lunch... and no. 2 as well..

19. who have you known the longest?
no.1.. coz i noe him since standard 1...

20. how often do you talk to 1?
last time yes.. but now seldom coz he seldom come back...

21. what about 2?
we tok crap everyday in college..

22. have you ever thought 3 more then a friend?
yea.. good fren...

23. would you go out for a date with 5?
nope.. if i do so, i have lots of explanation to do...

24. do you dream about 2?
nope...

25. what did no 4 did to you that you can never forget?
she like to tok nonsense in my class...

26. what have you done for 1 that the person never forget?
hahaha.... er... ntg i guess... sorry hoc mun...

27.what's 3 hobby?
well... i not sure... but one of it is sing k...

28. tag 5 people
haha.. i think im the last person who is doing this tag....


kinda tired after badminton.. cant beat hoc leong and woon seong.. crazy la they all.. we keep on losing like crazy...

class starting 2molo.. come to think of it.. i have one more month b4 my finals.. den i will have 4 months break... den will start my 3 and final year.. time really flies... rmbering last year when i 1st started my course, i mean last last year... its kinda funny when now im graduating next year... and seriously, i dunno wat is coming ahead of me in the future... will i be an accountant?? can i even pass my degree?? wat is working life about?? how will my life be in the future?? will i still be serving God, or fall out?? or maybe switch church??

all these question keeps on coming to me... and i really wonder how the answer would be... i kinda scared, afraid of wats going to come... after few incidents dat happens to me, i kinda lost confidence in the things im doing.. there is me at one point, where everything jus goes well wif me... good grades, good..... u noe.... and even great frens around me... thats the time where my life is on top.. im more open then... and really tok more to ppl at that time...

but jus few months later, everything start to decline.. from top to worst.. and i tell u, that feeling is kinda suck.. i jus dun feel ok wif it.. everything change in a sudden.. 180 degrees of changes in my life.. and to tell the truth, no offence to anyone, i kinda feel left out in the sense... last time when ps ryan was leading CC, the bonding is so strong among the ppl who are serving.. and dat time, im one of the many non-acts member serving there.. when acts so called take-over CC, or i can say, make it one of their direct ministry, i dunno how to put it in words.. is good actually, but now i can say the only non-acts member on the worship team, is sometime hard for me to communicate.. coz when they meet each other, they have their inside joke to laugh about.. and me, have no idea of anything, kind of feel left out.. well, no offence to anyone.. maybe is jus me who felt this way.. coz after those incident, which makes my life feel miserably bad, i kinda more quiet than last time.. most of the time when we go out yum cha and all, i will most likely be the most quiet person there.. is kinda weird.. but, jus dun feel like toking sometimes...

after much incidents, i kinda scared of wats going to come.. although we can plan and plan and plan.. but sometimes things jus work out the same as we wanted it to be...

but throughout all these things that happens, God promises began to take place when He said in Jeremiah, that "I have a plan for u......." kinda forget wat the verse says, but the meaning is that God has plan everything for us... and everything that he plan is for our own good... even if troubles seems to be so hard to overcome, but wif God's help, we are able to overcome...

therefore, life is not easy.. but i pray dat God presence will be wif all of us....