Emo time

well.. jus browsing through my other post and i realise dat most are them are emo.. hmm.. maybe i got no happy stuff to tok about.. haha.. nvm.. well.. got a more important things to blog today.. is about a boy.. yup.. his name is CALEB.. i dunno how old is he.. but, as young as him, has to go through such an operation, is really hard time for him, for he dunno anything.. to undergo something dat u dunno wats happening, is a very hard to go through.. i visited him yesterday, wif my parents, sawgot i think around 5 things poking inside him.. and he really do feel uncomfortable.. well, is very sad for him.. but thank God he got very patient parents, who really take good care of him, bring all his favorite pillow case, toys, and alot of other stuff to make him feel like home.. really really touching.. but there is something more touching.. the sunday skuls kids actually do some handcraft work and give it to him.. all his frens, classmate really do care for him.. the sunday skul teachers, give him card of encouragement.. well, i heard from uncle thin fook dat caleb ask him to read the card 3 rounds.. wow!!.. see how much those ppl care for him.. well, and i taken the photo of the cards and handcraft that the ppl write for him..

dunno why cant connect my phone to the college pc.. nvm.. will think of ways to put up the photos.. hehe

God teach me something yesterday.. or better words, reminds me.. He reminds me that he will not give me something dat i cannot bear.. coz if caleb can hold on through his pains at such a young age, we as young adults oso can bear through.. and of coz, God is there to help us.. when i nearly gave up yesterday on dat things, my sms kaki ask me how am i.. well, so i jus told her wat happen on monday.. well, she gave some very good advice.. den when i visited caleb, his strength in tahaning d pain, really touched me.. he is such a brave boy.. God really used dis 2 persons to tell me, to move on.. and specially wan to thank my sms kaki, though she wont read dis post, dat really thank her for her help.. well, she is d person who support my decisions.. haha.. thank u thank u..

now.. for the most emo part of this post.. i really hope she will understand watever things dat i did.. i've explained to her.. trying to make her understand.. but, things jus dosen worked out the way i wanted..

to those who are in a relationshop, i mean BGR(not building Godly relationship, althought u shud), pls try and understand wat ur partner are doing.. last time, i always ask her to understand my feelings, and all those things, but i nvr ever try to understand her.. thats why things got bad.. and i admit i nv try to put myself in her shoe.. i was very demanding.. haiz.. until now, i still nv think about her feelings.. all i did is to care about myself onli..

well.. i gtg now, class starting.. will post the photo later or on friday..

Signning off
jOkEr

things has gone better, but will these last?? i wonder.......